[HDU you use "eye to eye" right now... honestly HDU...
But there is another long pause. Another long pause where she wishes this had never happened to her. Where she wishes any other jinba had arrived in Kenos but her to fight for their world, that she had succeeded in biting off her tongue before the demon shoved the bit in, so that she could just... just die, and not suffer like this. Not be shamed like this, and now have to go crawling around hoping for crumbs from those few who met standards she has been forced to lower time and time again just to not end up hated and alone.
But if she died, then-]
... I see.
[Most people. Normal people. She thinks they would say "thank you". She should probably say that, yet... that is just as shameful. She hates it more. Being forced to feel gratitude just because someone chose to her side over that of a soul-eating demon made of eyes and mouths and shadows just because it talked pretty, flattered nicely, hosted parties, apparently fucked well-
Why is everyone so-]
What would you like in return?
I would appreciate if you would name something properly, unlike last time.
[... The birthday advice. It had helped her, and he hadn't asked for anything.]
sorry she's so normal cw: suicidal ideation
But there is another long pause. Another long pause where she wishes this had never happened to her. Where she wishes any other jinba had arrived in Kenos but her to fight for their world, that she had succeeded in biting off her tongue before the demon shoved the bit in, so that she could just... just die, and not suffer like this. Not be shamed like this, and now have to go crawling around hoping for crumbs from those few who met standards she has been forced to lower time and time again just to not end up hated and alone.
But if she died, then-]
... I see.
[Most people. Normal people. She thinks they would say "thank you". She should probably say that, yet... that is just as shameful. She hates it more. Being forced to feel gratitude just because someone chose to her side over that of a soul-eating demon made of eyes and mouths and shadows just because it talked pretty, flattered nicely, hosted parties, apparently fucked well-
Why is everyone so-]
What would you like in return?
I would appreciate if you would name something properly, unlike last time.
[... The birthday advice. It had helped her, and he hadn't asked for anything.]