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D's mind is a cacophony of things.
The landscape is shadow and darkness, and it is chilly and reserved where D sits in it; he feels like a simple young man. Quiet, soft, human. But behind the stoicism is a warm, sensual, and elegant sliver of something primordial and powerful. Embracing it is hypnotic, arousing, yet also a little horrifying.
Amidst all of this is something else, too: a craggled and old presence which can be heard on occasion cackling or chattering separately, the crusty voice belonging neither to D or the peculiar entity in the space.
The landscape is shadow and darkness, and it is chilly and reserved where D sits in it; he feels like a simple young man. Quiet, soft, human. But behind the stoicism is a warm, sensual, and elegant sliver of something primordial and powerful. Embracing it is hypnotic, arousing, yet also a little horrifying.
Amidst all of this is something else, too: a craggled and old presence which can be heard on occasion cackling or chattering separately, the crusty voice belonging neither to D or the peculiar entity in the space.
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Similar in a lot of ways. Being forced to choose between two sides at war. Having a rock embedded in somewhere in your body.
[ Too bad he isn't Dark with his uncanny fourthwall meta-breaking abilities, he could make so much jamjar commentary right now. ]
Sometimes I wonder if we'll all end up in a third place just like the first two if we stick around long enough.
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Interesting.
[The Frontier was... a little like this in ways. No one really had shards embedded in them unless that was just a thing they were into.
But the warring of two sides? Yeah.]
Supposedly, if Zenith wins, that will be true.
[Ha ha.]
If we're all being deceived, there could be a third world we aren't aware of.
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But, that's interesting. ]
You don't believe in what either Yima or Cyrus is saying?
[ Personally, he doesn't think anyone with half a brain cell would have any good reason to trust the two, but there are some weirdos out there who are hopelessly devoted... ]
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Not entirely. It's more beneficial to harmonize. I simply prefer the outcome the Meridian believe. But I'm skeptical.
My world may even still exist. Dimensional travel and the altering of space and time are things familiar with my world.
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Are they? [ He sounds decidedly interested now, mental presence growing far more alert. ] Have you experienced them both yourself?
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Yes, on occasion.
[Not Eustace being interested like a NERD. Don't let them bond of being nerds like this.]
Before I woke here, I was trapped in a dream pocket belonging to a woman who had been bitten by a vampire and had been sleeping for thirty years.
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How did you end up there? [ Also: ] Was it her dream you were in?
[ That sounds wild...though maybe a little less wild than it once would have after everything he's been through in Kenos. ]
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It was her dream. She had created a dream within a dream. The town I thought I had traveled to was not real. When I attempted to leave, I was circled around to where I had started. The people in the town were those she knew from her youth, and they all knew who I was and were expecting me.
When I would sleep in the dream, there was another dream: a mansion full of humans and vampires having a ball. The young woman would be there dancing. She wanted me to wake her up, but doing so was only possible by killing the siring vampire. Her sire was someone I've spent a long time searching for.
So my only option was likely to kill her.
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Wow, what a story though. He isn't Dokja, easily sucked into tales of fiction in an attempt to escape the cruelty of reality, but Eustace finds himself interested all the same, alert even within the confines of their Communion. Maybe because it had been real, a lived experience rather than an invented one.
Or maybe D is just playing the long con and fooling Eustace into thinking he really is a fellow stoic. Who can say! Somehow, that seems unlikely. ]
Would you have, if you'd gotten the chance to?
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Congratulations, Eustace.]
I would have had to if I wanted to leave the dream for good; otherwise, she would have kept me trapped. But I arrived here before I had the chance.
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Fortuitous timing. [ Maybe. Maybe D is secretly a serial killer and would have had a great time slashing throats to escape from that dream. ] And what do you think of this place, now that you're here?
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...
[The pause lingers between their minds for a moment.]
Some things are similar, but a lot is different. Death has no discrepancy with whether or not people are finished with their business, but I wasn't finished with mine. So I would like to know if any of this is even the truth.
I can't say I enjoy being here.
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He finds that he's too tired these days to care much beyond the safety and well-being of those most important to him. ]
You think this is all an elaborate ploy, set up by some greater force? [ A god, a tyrant, whatever. ] Or is that there's some kind of veil being placed over eyes preventing us from seeing things as they really are.
[ Or something else; he's never really been the philosophical type. ]
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And then he will one day also accept fate maybe as he had done after ten thousand years on the Frontier.]
I don't know. It could all be true. But I would like to find out what is and what isn't as we're forced to go along. I would rather return to my own world, if possible.
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Is that why you agreed to join Meridian?
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Yes. Our goals aligned, but I harmonized for the benefits doing so provided.
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[ What else does D have up his sleeve past being sexy...... ]
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[He does not say what things are up his sleeve...]
Is it not what you did?
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To an extent. I didn't have any magical talents I needed to get back though, so I stayed unharmonized for several months.
[ He is just a normie.... ]
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[Sometimes, you're too OP, and the setting says no. But he is not happy standing so close to a cyclic death.
The true frustration of being "dislike my supposed father's attempt to make me a successful godlike creature" and "really annoyed I'm lacking my vampiric cheats."]
But it seemed better to be tethered to one in the long run, as long as the discord doesn't grow unmanageable.
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You should make sure to take care of that sooner rather than later, if it does start rising.
[ He sounds calm enouh about all that at least, even if it's very clearly a sore spot for him. Don't be like Dokja, D. ]
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Dokja is an idiot, yes. He learned that very well in their forest escapade. 😒]
I've noticed.
[He was going to be foolish too because he hated the way it needed to be relieved, but he has seen instances of discord growing badly. Link. Dark. As annoying as it is, not a good idea. He doesn't want to be a horny, hairy feral Meridian creature. He has enough of that already.]
That goes for you as well.
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I'll do my best.
[ He doesn't want to turn into a discord monster, thanks. He already has one monster inside that he has to deal with. ]
I won't keep you any longer though.
[ His stoic innards are getting itchy after talking for so long... ]
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There is no rambunctious energy in D's mind, unlike SOME people, trying to keep Eustace around for harassment. Luckily for Eustace.]
Your apology was appreciated.
[Even if he rejected it politely because it was unnecessary. He usually says goodbye. He never stays in a single place for long. But he is sadly stuck here in Kenos. So:]
See you again, Eustace.